Saturday, November 27, 2010 @ 5:26 AM
Every single year end, I feel awful.
Somehow the thought of Christmas and my birthday and New Years
just make me feel upset naturally.
Don't get me wrong,
I love the festive season,
but..
my whole mind goes into this weird upset, solitute mood.
This year,
Being my 21st,
I am not planning to celebrate it any other way than getting drunk and falling asleep on my couch in my old clothes.
ALONE.
Just my luck that my birthday falls on Christmas isnt it?
(i have a day less to get drunk)
So,
Here I am... starting my christmas shopping a whole lot earlier.
Buying gifs for others was not so mind boggling after all-except for the boys.
Speaking of which,
I have not bought them a single thing yet.
Hopefully I get down to it soon.
Because I hate having to rush buying gifts in the massive crowds on thhe eve of christmas.
For the rest of you there,
HAPPY X'MAS SHOPPING.