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Natassha Stansilas. 21. educator by profession.
*a critic in every sense.
i am complicated.
I like to eat teddy bears so hide yours well if you want to save it.

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the shit you hear about me may be true..but then again it might be as fake as the ***** who told you.

you are not allowed.

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Thursday, July 30, 2009 @ 5:34 AM

if life were easy,

where would all the adventures be?

I just came across this quote and it got my brain power working a little.

well!! as much as we all meet with transgressions along out path filled with posies, it has to be a learning point. At least, I'd like to believe so. Anyhow! I happened to be reading a few blogs posts (of others). One of which was really interesting. It got me reminded of the past actually. (my dreadful past)

The blog was filled with love quotes to a special someone and descriptive writing of every single time the two of them met or spent with each other. The "you're my destiny, you're my happily ever after, you complete me.. and so on." low and behold! they are no longer together.

Somehow it made me think how cliche?

However, no one actually realises their stupidity- in trusting some one and spending nights dreaming about a life together, the house you wanna live in, the number of children you'd want or even the location of your house. I'd like to think, the root cause of this is actually FAIRYTALE fantasies. Listen girls, your other half may seem like a knight in a shinning armour to you now, but not ten or twenty years down the road. (though there are exceptional cases- and i am truly happy for such people. But Generally!)

Even for myself, I do not and i repeat (in bold) DO NOT! deny that i myself was a culprit. When i was much younger, dreaming that the person i was with would be my forever and we'll get married and live happily ever after. The saying goes, age brings wisdom. i agree a hundred and one percent with that. It truly does. Throughout my sick life, i have learnt so many of life's lessons through the mistakes that i have made. Yes, i have paid my heavy price of these painful mistakes but, I'm glad I've got something out of it. And i hope, you, you and you has learnt a valuable lesson too.

cheers to b*t*h a** life.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009 @ 7:16 AM

i'm battling with no one but myself. Everything seems to be getting into my head. i've just completely shut myself down from the world. Somehow, i seem content with just work, school and home. With no family involved. Hardly any speech exchange between the members, so there you have it- Happy Family! After all, I am still Human. Blood runs through my veins AND i don't deny questioning myself at times as to why i have become this cold hearted snail that always hides in its own shell, or a caterpillar in its cocoon. Why? Because, I am mentally tired. I don't see the reason of my existance. What is my purpose? What was i created for? I'm battling with my head!

Friday, July 24, 2009 @ 6:33 AM

the management is seriously getting to my head. seriously? i can't take leave for a day because my co-teacher is on a month's leave? What a load of bull seriously.

Thursday, July 23, 2009 @ 8:13 AM

I officially sat in Raja's Roja van today and guess what.. it didnt smell that bad after all. Thank you Hema and Suran. Plus, walking all over Beach Road, we finally found the cheapest rates for Tioman! 189 per person! thats all you get for dirt cheap.

Happy Night World!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009 @ 5:57 AM

Pardon me if my daily events is not something that you look forward to reading, but this i really have to tell!

During the children's nap time, Principal said to me (her exact words) " What time are you going home today? Can you follow me to Bras Basar Road?" Nat: "Oh. I'm doing up teaching aids, why do you wanna go there?" Principal: "I need to change some of the things i bought! Quick go get your ez link card!" Nat: "5 minutes Ms Lim, i need the toilet".

Before you know it, i was at the bus stop outside of school waiting with her. We had our casual chats and sooner than we thought, we got off the Public Transport and were walking to Art Friend. We lugged all the baggaged (exchangable goods of course) that was nicely wrapped by our Admin staff and found for a cashier that was able to enjoy cool breeze from the air con despite the crowd and peak hours. I am typing the same exact words as spoken. Its funny how i remember it so vividly.

Me: "Hi, I purchased 121 pieces of paper but it was the wrong type. Can i exchange it?

Oh! By the way i took out two pieces to cut!"

Cashier: "Haha! I so lazy to count! Hahah! 100 AH?? ok ok i doing counting now!"

Me: "So is the number of paper correct?"

Cashier: "No i think you take out 6 is it?"

Me: "You must have made a mistake why don't you count again?"

Cashier lady starts counting.... (she's taking forever by the way)

Cashier: oHh! ya haha! i count wrongly sorry ah! is 120 piece ah! okay, i serve this customer first come come! what you want to buy?? (she asks the young lady right behind me)

So, in order to save time, my principal and i walked around to pick up items. Once done, we went to another cashier and had to explain all over again about the exchange! To make it all better and LESS time consuming! he decided to count the exchange items (the 120 pieces of paper) again.

CASHIER 2- decides to take his own sweet time to count and counts the paper three times due to human error!

(PS: tHE NUMBER OF papers were written with a red marker on the plastic sheet by Cashier 1 mind you!)

The whole process of waiting was truly an extremely long wait plus Cashier Number 2 was extremely rude.

Part 2 will be continued...

stay tuned!

Monday, July 13, 2009 @ 6:34 AM

Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. To handle yourself, use your HEAD; to handle others, use your HEART. Anger is only one letter short of danger. If someone betrays you once, it is their fault. If they betray you twice, it is your fault.

Monday, July 6, 2009 @ 6:56 AM

i have decided to blog at this present moment as blog spot happens to be the fastest web page that loads!

Facebook is becoming a B-T-H, with its laggy system, i guess everyone from frenster has travelled all the way here.

Anyhow.

I woke up this morning (of course I'd snooze the alarm a million times, and take a cab to work) and walked out of my house, appreciating the nature and everything else around me. The smell of dew on grass, the fresh air.. and the taste of tobacco of course.

And somehow or rather, the whole day was perfect to me, at least 99.9%.

Some may say, its all in the mind. While others like me, begs to differ.

I'd like to think that when one appreciates life, it all then falls into place, and BINGO!- it all seems perfect.

I urge you to take on this challenge.

Wake up the morning and greet it with a smile,

(truthfully)

Appreciate the little things around you, and you'll soon find that everything else is just as sweet as seeing love birds singing.