i have not posted as often as i would like. but i needed to make a brief stop tonight.

there really is so much that i would like to say but i just cannot form those thoughts into words for now.
here is a trustworthy saying that deserves full acceptance. Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners-of whom i am the worst.
i feel seemingly no way out of circumstances of darkness and despair. Even though i was full of hope just the day before.

and perhaps all i need to know is
What is my P.U.R.P.O.S.E here?
i hate to say i regret this whole week and i have so many reasons to do so
please let me enlighten you.

1. i lost my cell (whichever of you has it i hope your phone gets missing too)
2. i fell sick the whole week, i haven't built up my resistance
3.my laptop got corrupted
4.i have a presentation later on which i have not prepared for
last but not least
5. new ruling by MCYS

it may make sense to me but not you..
i left work after teaching.
which was only three hours
rushed to the doctors and only to find out my blood pressure was
way too low
and i swear i felt like i was going to collapse.
got an excuse chit for two days..
and i am lacking rest.
napped from 6 till 9 or rather until the boyfriend woke me up cos he was bored of the TV.

but anyways this is to you sweetheart.

thank you for coming all the way to the clinic
thank you for for the care
thank you for the love
thank you for saving money
thank you for making me feel special
thank you for nursing me back to health
thank you for the little things you have done and thought a never appreciate it
but i just wanted to say.. i really do..
i love you.


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its 1212 am and i gotta get to work at eight exactly
and i miss my kids didn't get to work today cos i obviously wasn't feeling well..
anyway baby and i had a rough previous week and perhaps he we might just change our usual happening saturday plans to a quiet night at home this weekend, to catch up on all the sleep lost and drained energy.
i simply cannot wait for this week to end..
though i know it only just began
i am totally trashed after school..
my practicum is coming, and i have countless deadlines to meet
a presentation to go this Friday..
and I'm still hanging loose
though i am mentally tired about it.
and yet again i was briefed about my nest assignment that i need to get done and cancelled off my to do list.
by the way i just realised that my to do list never gets empty cos every single constant minute there is always something out there for me...
my eyes are getting dreamy..
i need to hit the bed
in 5 seconds..

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purely for early childhood educators.

with the demands of the world getting out of hand and the constant money making mindset,everyone is affected. you'd disagree. i however beg to differ, i completely agree.
and with a child in your arm or a toddler learning to walk or hold a pencil with a proper grip it must be even more stressful?
but if you can't live to watch this moments of your growing child, then why even have one?
or two or three..?
absurd as it sounds, most parents nowadays can't be contented with the amount of money they earn.. and ohh yes! there's bills and expenses and needs and wants that you would like to earn enough money for.. but stop and think? don't you think with a kid this young you gotta pay attention to their development? don't you think that your ignorance may become a huge affecting factor in their little lives.
and please enlighten me and my thoughts..
we as educators can only do this much for your child probably because we have 20 over kids to take care of every single day.
and for the love of Christ!!
you send them in on Saturdays- every consecutive Saturday
can't you spend some time with your child even then?
do not misunderstand my remark, we are always eager to spend time with your child and try fix the missing pieces in their little lives, but we can never take the place of being parents.
and you might be oblivious to their emotions but even these little children have the ability to understand feelings and form their own thoughts and emotions and often we are the ones seeing that. please tell me why??
COS WE ARE THE ONES SPENDING THE MOST TIME WITH THEM
you are definitely right.
time doesn't pause for a second in the world it is always ticking and we are always chasing it.
but if you can make time for yourself to have beer on Saturday afternoons and socialise on Sundays, can't you even devote at least a day to spend time with your child and do things that he or she wants to?
many of us think they are incapable of making their own decisions but we are proved downright wrong because all of them have the ability to.
and field trips?
you do not want to send your child to the goat farm because of the smell?
nor the parks because they would get bitten by mosquitoes?
plus plus! the playground because they would fall down?
isn't that part of growing up?
didn't we fall when we were young?
have we become crippled by that fall?
or haven't we all get bitten by mosquitoes?
yes i do understand.. you want the best for your child..
but it is through these experiences that they grow and become regular people, it is through this that they make sense of the world around them and gain knowledge..

for those who are always chasing time..
stop and think..
which is worth chasing time for
your child? or your money?
I'm finally done with 1/4 of my assignment- the cooking part.
I'm still waiting for Rebekah my love to do her main course and fruit
so that we can start doing the report writing and finding the nutritional value.
i think i cooked the apple sauce so darn well that even the aroma was killing me-
I'm not the type who'd eat my own cooking or baking even if its nice though
but this one really brought me to my knees and kept me begging for more..
phew-anyway I'm thankful that baby could sacrifice a little bit of sleeping time to help me on it.
thankew sweetheart.
now I'm clueless on today's agenda
all alone at home alone,
perhaps i could re varnish my nails,
do a little mask
and moisturise my hands and legs..
sounds yummy..
but before that i need a fag!
PS: I'm gonna rock next Saturday

do a great week ahead yawl

:)


hmph!
just when i cross over a mountain
i have another to cross over, without leaving me anytime to even breathe
thank you jesus!
your the best!!

lesson plans are done,
newsletter is done,
monthly and excursion photos have been uploaded and sent for developing,
ASSIGNMENTS ARE NOT DONE!
i wish i had a break!
at least shamini is so much better with time management than me (i hope)
laughs!

today has been great at work,
though i have alot of spring cleaning to do tomorrow,
my whole class is in a big mess,
so is my entire cupboard and i have been procrastinating clearing all the junk for 5 months now
so i had better get my arse to it.

meanwhile,
i may get a chance to go for some belly dancing classes
but thats also depending on the number of teachers that are keen,
if not then it'll be another whole activity all together.
this whole week hasnt been as fun as the rest, but at least it got me to relax abit amidst the hectic schedule i am already in with so many changes at work its a chaotic but i'll try adjust..
i have too right?
anyway i miss my friends,
its been ages!
even a cup of coffee with them would be the right dosage.
i miss you bloody vinitha, bounce, punitha and i didnt forget you too seshaa!!

for the rest,
i would update tomorrow if i get the time.

off i go to prepare for next weeks theme: fishes?
sheesh!
FISHES IT IS!!
:)
:)

miss you cupcake!
and clifton
and maha.
blooper!
those were just three of the many photos that we took from the goat farm,
i am really trashed out, and simply too tired to upload all of the pictures.
oh wels, goat farm went on great
the kids had so much fun feeding the goats and learning the diffrence between goat milk and cow milk and here's a real good tip for those who have asthma problems! - DRINK GOATS'S MILK
it's simple proteins can do wonders.
though the whole day was tiring, it still ended up fruitful

I MISS MY BOYFREN!
what a crazy time to be deployed???
tell me about it.
come back home soon darling..


exactly twenty minutes for my lecture to start.
a new module! how wonderful!!
anyhow, i havent been blogging for ages so i thought i might as well do
tomorrow will be the kids field trip to the goat farm,
and they are super excited about it,
i hope it wouldnt be a disaster though,
i mean picture bringing 32 three and four year olds to a goat farm,
fortunate as it sounds, they will only be feeding the goats,
i know its a little boring to us BUT for the kids its completely fascinating!!
i shall upload the pictures when i get a chance,

fast forward,
school's going on great though it is utterly stressful, but who gives?
i shall answer that question myself!
I DO!!!

job's fine, not wonderful i shall say but its still in the control of my fist,
so i shall not complain anymore..

i know my post is incomplete
but i shall pronounce it the end,
cos i gotta run to class with the laptop and my starbucks
two handfulls.

so here we go....
LATERRRRRR :)

ps: the weekends arriving like a breeze!!